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This is the blog where I post my short stories and bits and pieces of novels that are in the works. Family and close friends are always asking me what I write...so here you go!

Monday, October 29, 2007

On My Shoulder

I love the words to this song...hehehe...as I've said before I measure my life by the songs I listen to...

On My Shoulder - Westlife

All around the world
All around the world
Someone needs somebody
Let me be a shield
All around the world
All around the world
Someone's feeling lonely
But I know you never will
'Cause when it all gets too much

Put you head down on my shoulder
A little warmth when it gets colder
Now I don't know the things that you're going through
But you can put your head down my shoulder
Wear the snow till it blows over
I know you're there for me too
Know I'll be there for you too

You've waited for a change
You've waited for the day
And all that you remember
Is with you once again
There's a long road ahead
It stretches out for miles
And if you want some company
I'll walk with you a while
Oh, and when the road gets too rough

You can put your head down on my shoulder
A little warmth when it gets colder
I don't know the things that you're going through
But you can put your head down on my shoulder
Wear the snow till it blows over
I know you're there for me too
Oh, I'll be there for you

For you
For you, oh
When it all gets too much

Put your head on my shoulder ( on my shoulder)
Put your head on my shoulder (on my shoulder)
Put your head on my shoulder (on my shoulder, now)
You can put your head on my shoulder
A little warmth when it gets colder
But you can put your head down my shoulder
Wear the snow till it gets colder
I know you're there for me too
Oh, I'll be there for you

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Deeper...

pic (5)Its the middle of October right now and I don't know why but for some reason this month seems to be dragging on forever. I find myself strangely stalled; like my feet are moving but I am just not getting anywhere. School is slow and predictable, my writing is going no where at the moment, and my social life is at its slimmest. I'm not complaining; I would rather my life be boring and stable, then insecure and dangerous, but I can't help feeling just a tad bit bored. Spiritually bored, mentally bored, physically bored...how many ways can you explain bored?
Then I look outside and see the beautiful autumn weather, and I feel ungratefully lazy in this attitude. Its not like I have nothing to do. Every day has something to occupy my time, whether it be studying for class or cooking meals for the family, but its like just in my spirit I feel restless. It always seems that with the changing of season, the heart as well adjusts to its own changes, after all the spirit and the physical are always combined.
Let the cold winds blow, so to speak, and clear away the heat of summer's blissful fantasy...crisp reality has arrived.
Or maybe I'm being to severe. Perhaps life is keeping this steady to pace, to balance out who I am. I've decided to never believe I know anything any more. Without God I know nothing, I am nothing, and everything else is nothing. Whatever He allows is good, whatever He withholds is good, and whatever He is doing is good. So I even in my growing faith, which still feels like a tentative, wobbling baby at times, I cannot doubt who He is, even if I doubt myself. And even as I doubt, it is like there this growing warmth inside me, pushing out all the dark ugliness and unwanted sin, squeezing slowly, each little issue one by one to the surface...they linger, if only for a moment in view of all...and then suddenly they disappear, and the warmth remains in their place. When someone asks to be emptied, I don't think most people realize the actual reality of what they are asking of God. In order for something to be emptied, what is inside must come out...it's not all glorious and inspiring to find yourself being poured out. Its not pleasant...but somewhere within all the unpleasantness of it, you actually find God in ways you couldn't before. Somehow His presence is that much sweeter, His forgiveness that much realer and His love that much more precious.
Now what does it feel like to be completely empty?...I can't answer that, cause I haven't got there yet...but oh, how I want to reach that sweet bliss, that reckless abandon of only Jesus.
Today has just been an ordinary day, full of ordinary things...but somehow I think in all its ordinariness, something extraordinary has happened...is happening every day. I think once again God is taking out another piece of this heart of stone, and replacing it with a piece of Himself...His heart of flesh. And somehow this comforts me...and tears away my bored, lazy mind...making me feel wonderful once again.

Everything
Lifehouse

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel You
I need to hear You
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light
To my soul
You are my purpose
You are everything

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You
and You tell me how could it be any better than this
yeah...

You calm the storms
And You give me rest
You hold me in Your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
And you take my breath away
Would You take me in
Take me deeper now

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this

'Cause You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You
Would You tell me how could it be any better than this

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

LOST.....and Brian Mcfadden


This one of my favorite tv shows...and the guy singing, one of my favorite music artists.

Bryan Mcfadden - Demons



Real To Me


Irish Son


Like Only A Woman Can


Sorry, Love Daddy


Almost Here


Everybody's Someone

Saturday, September 29, 2007

The Island - Chapter Four

Chapter Four: Parker

It was dark. Not just the dark you see at night lying in your bed, but the kind of dark that freezes you with fear that there might never be light again. The kind of dark that squeezes your lungs...choking out any breath.

Add on top that exhaustion, hunger and dehydration and you would find a perfect case of sheer terror. Not to mention you were crammed into some sort of box, with no hope of getting out.
Parker Eaton wasn’t even sure he was breathing now. Every breath was a forced thought. His limbs had already grown stiff with numbness. He couldn’t feel his feet. And what was worse; his hands were tied behind his back. Parker had no doubt his feet were as well...but of course, he couldn’t feel them, not mention move them.

Three hours ago he’d worn himself out screaming. So his voice was now gone. Only one thing kept him living; the small hole above his head. Second by second it leaked air into the tiny compartment. Stale air, yes, but air.

Like anyone, his mind whirled with terrible assumptions of how he would eventually die. Alone and slowly.

Someone was taking revenge. He’d already figured that one out. He had a dozen enemies in San Francisco who would gladly see him done away with. Parker was not a professional gambler, no, he was a professional actor. But he couldn’t help getting a thrill out cheating people out of their money. Now perhaps he was paying dearly for it.

But what kind of psycho would tie a sleeping man up in a box and leave him there to wake up in absolute terror? Parker couldn’t remember falling sleep...but he must have. How else did he get here?

The last thing he remembered was drinking at the local pub. Of course he must have gotten drunk...and then this had happened when he was out of it.

His resolve to live was weakening as the hours ticked by. With the numbness of his limbs, came a numbness of the mind.

He’s was nearly frozen now, with full belief that whatever life remained would only be within this ghoulish nightmare.

Then a voice spoke.

Above his head? Next to his ear? Inside the box?

He had no idea. A voice just spoke. It could have been a man’s or woman’s...Parker had no way of telling.

The voice said,” You will trust in me before the end, Parker Eaton. Remember that...when all hope fails, you will trust me.”

Parker felt himself tremble. That is what little he could feel of his body trembled. He could not stop it. A massive presence seemed to surround him inside the tiny box.

He did not understand the words...but he knew something, or someone was outside his tiny prison.

“Get me out of here,” he tried to scream, but only a breathless whisper escaped from his lips.
Silence was all that followed. No footsteps, not voice, no nothing...

His breathing began to increase, as the panic returned.

Without warning his box was suddenly suspended as if on thin air. And then he felt himself hurled by a great unseen force. Head over heels his box began to catapult. Parker weakly tried to brace his body against the brutal jarring. His head smashed against the top of the box, shooting flashes of pain through his skull. Parker groaned, losing his grip. Every feeling in his body came alive, as his bones, skin and limbs were smashed again and again against the flimsy wooden walls of his box-like prison.

Then, with out warning, the box crashed into something solid and shattered. Parker’s head and left shoulder made direct contact with the jagged side of a granite boulder.

He fell to his back, amidst the splintered ruin of the box. Vaguely he felt the soft cushion of feathery grass and gravelly sand beneath the splinters. He smelled the breeze of a summer night. Then he saw a dark sky, barely lit by shadowed stars, and the silhouette of two palms trees.

Then this new world faded to nothing but black....once more.

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Christine

It was the lap of the tide that awoke Christine the next morning. She rolled over, slowly opening one eye at a time. Then moaned as she realized the nightmare had not been ended by a night’s sweet rest. Pushing herself up Christine glanced around. Both Ryan and Kasim were still sprawled out on the beach, sleeping soundly. Ryan’s bare chest rose and fell with even breaths.
The sun was peeking over the endless ocean line. Emery was no where in sight. Christine stumbled to her knees, brushing away the sticky sand. Her eyes ran along the coastline.

No human figure.

Where could Emery have gone? Into the forest?...surely not. No doubt to relieve herself. But girl had been given last watch. She should be within calling distance.

Christine rose to her feet, trying to decide whether or not to wake the boys.

“Emery,” she said in a soft voice, stepping away from the shield of the boulders.

The early morning breeze sent chills skittering down her spine as it lifted her golden hair off her shoulders.

“Emery...” she repeated and then stopped.

The dark-headed girl was sitting on the opposite side of the rocks, staring out to sea. Both arms hugged her bare knees.

Emery glanced up at Christine’s voice.

“It’s beautiful,” Emery breathed softly,” I can’t believe I think so, after yesterday.”

Her dark eyes gazed dreamily towards the rising sun.

Christine tucked both hands into the pockets of her shorts and softly tiptoed forward. She leaned against the rock bedside Emery.

The girl seemed subdued, nearly gentle in the early morning light. Christine guessed a night’s sleep had changed them all.

And it was breathtaking...

Streaks of orange and pink danced across a light purple sky. The waves of the tides crashed against the beach one after another, in a relentless rhythm of beauty. The smell of the salt water was heavenly.

Christine shook head, confusion crashing her back into reality.

“We’ve must find a way off this place.”

Emery slowly raised her head to stare at Christine.

“First we should find out why we are here.”

The girl’s words slowly faded into the waves. Christine was silent, staring at the bubbling water.

The truth sunk in.

This island had a purpose...they had a purpose for being here. It made absolute no sense...but then it did.

“If you think about it too much its makes you crazy,” Christine said, letting out a sigh.

Emery merely nodded.

“My family is probably going crazy, right now, with worry,” Christine couldn’t help saying.

Images of her strong father with his stern smile flitted through her mind...of her gentle mother who still insisted on calling her every night to say goodnight and her obnoxious brothers with their never ending jokes. All fading fast into life she felt was already slipping from her fingers.

Emery’s cold voice jolted her back to the beach.

“It wouldn’t matter where I am, no one is worried about me.”

The girl stood to her feet and brushed past Christine.

Christine let her go, wondering at the bitterness to Emery’s tone. In fact suddenly she found herself angry as well...though she could not understand why.

A slight wind began to blow off of the ocean. Not ready to join Emery who was beginning to wake the two young men behind her, Christine began to slowly walk along the beach line, letting the cool waves lap at her ankles.

And that was when she saw the sprawled figure laying among the boulders nearly a hundred yards towards the western end of the beach.

Well, at least it looked like someone was lying there. Christine threw a glance back over her shoulder, nearly yelling out an alarm to others. But something stopped her.

What if it was just a piece of driftwood?

Driftwood?

Christine picked up her pace ever so slightly and hurried forward.

If it was another person would they be torn up as Emery was...or worse, dead?
The closer she approached the more she was convinced it was a human being. Behind her

Christine could now hear the curious shouts of Ryan.

Reaching the edge of the rocks, Christine stared wide-eyed. It was an another young man. He was lying motionless face down, among the rocks. His dark clothes, jeans and a t-shirt, were torn and muddy. She couldn’t see any blood.

Christine knelt, hesitantly touching his back. She started, realizing the guy was breathing.
Gripping his arm she rolled him onto his back, revealing a starling handsome face. Nearly too perfect to seem real.

Dark hair was matted against a high forehead. And huge purple bruised marred the left side of his temple.

Christine swallowed hard, and turned glancing back at the campsite, where the others were emerging.

“Christine what is it?” she heard Ryan holler.

Christine just raised one hand, motioning for him come over. Then bending she listened to the stranger’s heart beat. Deciding he was only unconscious, Christine slapped his face, weakly hoping he would come to.

The young man groaned, eyes beginning to twitch.

Ryan was about fifty paces away now. He saw the figure lying across the rocks, and shouted for Kasim and Emery.

Suddenly the young man’s eyes flew open, and one hand jerked out violently grabbing Christine’s wrist. She screamed in terror, trying to jerk away.

Ryan’s footsteps quickened across the sand.

“Who are you?” the young man demanded between clenched teeth, his words spoken with
distinct British accent. His dark blue eyes were wild with terror.

Christine winced in pain at his tight grip, but tried to answer.

“It’s all right...I’m not gonna hurt you.”

His hold did not loosen.

“Let go of me...” she grunted.

“Christine!” Ryan shouted stumbling towards her. He stopped in surprise staring down over her head at the stranger.

The grip on Christine’s wrist slackened at the sight of Ryan.

“Where am I?” he asked, gaze jerking between the two of them, like a hunted rabbit.

“It’s an island,” Christine said,” We all trapped here.”

Kasim and Emery came racing into sight, skidding to a stop at the edge of the rocks. Both were staring in surprise.

The question danced through everyone’s eyes but the British stranger’s.

How many more were on this island?

The stranger released Christine’s wrist, seeing the others. Then with a moan he closed his eyes, easing back down onto the rocks, one hand covering his face, as if to block out the nightmare. Not unlike the reaction they all had experienced.

Christine stood, shrugging, glancing at Ryan for help. She didn’t know what to say to him. Ryan did not look too confident now.

Emery was turning away, a look of bitter anger flashing in her dark eyes.

This was not fair to any of them....why did they deserve all this?

Strangely enough it was Kasim who stepped forward, helping the young man to his feet.

“What’s your name?” he asked the dark-headed young man.

The young man glanced around, eyes sweeping the girls first as if seeing them for the first time, pausing on Ryan next...then stopping at Kasim.

“Parker,” he replied shortly, still looking scared.

Christine did not recognize the name.

************************************************************************

Parker

He didn’t remember taking drugs, but suddenly Parker felt that something like that had to have happened while he’d been out drunk. He wished he could just close his eyes again, vainly bring back the darkness from before. Could it chase away this reality?

It felt like reality.

Four strangers were staring wide-eyed at him. Bruises covered his left shoulder and forehead. Waves crashed against a beach. An island stood to his left.

“Hey, listen, man. We all in this together,” said Arab looking guy,” and this is all real.”

Parker turned, catching a gaze with the young blonde who had first woken him up. He must have frightened her to death, grabbing her wrist like that. He felt bad about it now, she was exquisitely beautiful, even covered in dirt. So was the other girl, he also noted, though he was not altogether as fond of brunettes as he was of blondes.

Parker rubbed his forehead,” I’ve been trapped in a box for days...” he began, but then stopped, wondering why he was telling them this.

Maybe, because they are the only human beings around, dummy, his mind told him. But how did he know they were real?

“Look I hung in net for hours...” the Arab guy replied.

“ I was torn up and nearly dying when these two found me,” the dark-headed girl pointed out, indicating the blonde and the second guy.

Parked glanced at them, slowly feeling himself relax. The box was indeed gone now.

“You don’t look hurt,” he said.

The brunette rolled her eyes.

“The water healed her,” the second guy explained.

“It did? How?” the Arab guy was now the one looking lost. That made Parker feel better, at least he wasn’t the only one.

Everyone appeared uneager to answer this. Finally the blonde spoke.

“We don’t know.”

Parker a shot a look at the Arab,” You haven’t been here long I gather?”

“Just since last night.”

There was a moment of awkward silence.

Then the blonde spoke again,” I’m Christine,” she held out her hand, a soft smile creasing her face. Parker was taken back as he slowly slipped his hand into hers.

Introductions were made all around, and they led him across the sand towards their campout.
Parker followed, oblivion wracking his brain.

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Emery

Emery sat down in the sand against the rock, covertly eyeing the new guy. He looked suspicious. Too cute and too naive. But then again, that was just her. There others seemed to accept him easily enough.
That’s your problem, Emery, you never trust people, she chided herself.

“We need to hike around this island...” Ryan was saying,”...see what it offers by way of protection and provisions. Maybe afterwards build up a signal fire to attract boats.”

“Boats?” Emery said cynically.

“If we were dropped here on purpose, don’t you think whoever it is will keep us here on purpose, without a chance being given for rescue.”

Ryan’s cheek twitched his eyes dropped to hers.

“I’m trying to hopeful, here, you could help by agreeing.”

Emery rolled her eyes,” Sorry.”

“Are you sure this is an island?” Kasim asked, putting some more wood on the fire.

“Yes, we’re pretty sure,” Ryan crossed his arms confidently,” the girls and I walked all afternoon yesterday. The beach went straight for nearly a two miles and then curved inward. We could see no connection to a land mass.”

“Ok...wait,” said Parker, raising up his hands,” How long have ya’ll been here?”

Everyone turned towards him.

Of course, he wouldn’t know.

Emery nudged Christine,“ You tell him, you and Ryan have been here the longest.”

Christine looked uncertain, even a little confused, but she quickly explained her experience since waking up. Ryan added his own side.

As they ended, Parker was cradling his head, wearily.

“I can’t take this...”

Emery rolled her eyes, disgusted with his cowardice.

“Look, kiddo, we’re all having to take this...so buck up. Help us figure out what to do.”

The guy slowly raised his deep blue eyes to meet hers, and they flashed with anger as he cussed at her.

“...you’ve had nearly twelve hours to let this sink in. I’ve only had ten minutes. You were healed miraculously. I was smashed inside a box. Don’t tell me to buck up.”

Emery nearly threw one of the sticks at him.

But Christine’s touch on her arm stopped her.

“...stop it. You are just gonna make things worse,” Christine broke in, tossing Parker a glance.

Strangely the blonde’s words silenced the new guy.

He turned his face away to the other young men.

“Ok....” Ryan began again,” Lets started walking around the island. We will leave this fire here as a land marker, so we’ll know when we’re back around.”

Everyone seemed to agree to this, though Kasim did point out, it could be days, if the island was
big.

Trying not to dwell on this thought to long, everyone stood to their feet. Then with Ryan leading the way, they started their trek down the beach.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Speaking of dreams...


...nice music video I wanted to share...

From the Irish boy Band Westlife - "I have a dream"



and here is all the rest of my favorite music videos from these guys...I'm into pop at the moment as you can tell.

Queen of My Heart


My Love


Swear It Again



If I Let You Go


Seasons in the Sun


More than Words


Tonight


World of Our Own


Be With You


On My Shoulder


My Girl


Uptown Girl


Why Do I Love You


What Makes a Man


Written in the Stars


You Make Me Feel


Medley Live


I Lay My Love On You


Total Eclipse of the Heart


The Rose


You Raise Me Up


Amazing

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Dreams...don't give up

Sometimes I see this little girl running barefoot and carefree down a dirt road, flowers in one hand, skirt waving in the wind. But then most of the time that memory seems so far away, as though it happened to a completely different child. That little girl is now a grown woman. The dirt road has changed to a narrow slippery precipice. And she is hanging by only one hand. Not exactly because of any choice of her own, granted she's made her mistakes, but see, the only way to get to that castle on top of the mountain is to scale the cliff. There is no other way. The castle holds a wealth of glory untold...she cannot turn back, with such a prize within her reach. It is the storehouse of her dreams. The little girl could not have climbed the mountain, but the woman can, even as she struggles with every breath.
But then her glance seems to falter, as though she cannot remember why she is hanging off the cliff. She glances down, tears of fright coming to her eyes as she realizes there is nothing to catch her fall.
Why am I doing this?
The pain, exhaustion and hunger surrounding her weak frame, suddenly take hold, freezing her in doubt. Confusion muddles her mind.
What if there is no castle? No dreams?
Her hand suddenly slips as this doubt takes possession of her. All hope fails...
Then suddenly strong arms surround her...holding her up, carrying her...and she founds herself staring up into the kindest, gentliest, most lovely face she has ever seen...a man's. He looks familiar...but she does not remember where she has seen him.
"Don't look down," he says and she gasps in wonder as he scales the horrid slippery rock with one leap. Then they are both standing on a wide, even cliff face, covered in trees. An open trail appears through a gap in front of her.
Gently the man sets her down.
"Look what you would have missed," he says with a smile, pointing to the turretts of the castle, jutting up from the behind the trees. It is still a long ways off...but surprisingly within sight.
She breathes out a sigh of relief staring at this distant encouraging sight. She had nearly given up...
Then she turns to the man to thank him. But he is gone!
Suddenly she remembers. He was the prince...the one who told her of the castle. Who inspired her dreams!
Of course...
Weeping tears of joy, she looks towards the trees and the distant castle again. Her dreams were within reach once again...


....for those girls who have forgotten their dreams...don't give up, Jesus is always there to catch you. :)

Friday, August 24, 2007

The Island - Chapter Three

Chapter Three: Ryan

Ryan watched the trees constantly as he trudged ahead of the girls down the beach. Ever since waking up he’d felt apprehensive about the forest. Not that he wasn’t just a little aprehensive...worrried...frightened about the whole nightmarish ordeal he’d found himself in.

The entire island screamed insanity at him. But the forest was weird.

Ryan glanced back at the two girls. The blonde and the brunette. If he wasn’t so freaked he might find the whole experience a little interesting. Who would have guessed he would get two at once?

But he didn’t have time think about it. He was still struggling with the whole experience with Emery...which unsettled something deep in his gut. The girl shouldn’t be alive.

And as for Christine...there was a strange strength about her that intrigued him. Most women would have gone ballistic at the sight of Emery, torn up and bloody. Christine had flown into action immediately at his side. He had no idea of her past, but he felt she was dependable. He would need that...if they were to survive the island.

“Who likes coconuts?” he asked stopping near the tree that stuck out from the treeline.

Both girls grimaced.

He guessed that was a no.

Ryan blew out a breath,” Well, it’s all there is right now.”

He gave the tree a thump with his fist and a couple hairy fruits tumbled to the ground.

“Impressive,” Emery said with a smirk, crossing her arms.

Ryan frowned, kneeling and digging in his pocket. Nothing...he’d forgotten he’d already checked his pockets for his knife.

He muttered a curse under his breath.

“Find a rock or something we can break these on,” he told the girls, picking up the fruit.

Christine immediately bent retrieving rock from the sand.

“Here.”

He took it and bashed the fruit against the stone. He handed it to Emery. She took it with a disgusted look in her eyes.

“We’ll have to learn to like it, unless we can get the courage up to enter that forest and find something else,” he told her. Then he broke the other fruit and handed it to Christine.

“What’s wrong with the forest?” Emery asked, making a face as she took a sip of the coconut juice.

Ryan glanced at Christine. She shrugged. Obviously neither knew how to explain it. But both knew the other had felt something earlier.

“It’s just weird, that’s all.”

Emery starting laughing.

“What? You’re afraid aren’t you?”

Ryan stood to his feet, feeling angry at her jab.

“Of course not...but I’m cautious. We don’t know anything about this island.”

Christine stuck her finger into the coconut’s soft inside, and then licked it.

“I don’t know how people eat this stuff.”

Ryan sighed, glancing from one to the other.

“Ok...what’s the first thing people do when they are stranded on an island?”

“Scream for help,” Emery stated sardonically.

The girl had a mouth on her.

Ryan grinned,” No...good try. They find water, food and shelter.”

Christine just smiled at Emery’s quip.

“Why don’t we keep going down the beach,” she suggested.

Ryan turned away and began walking.

“Come on then.”

He heard Emery drop her coconut into the sand as she and Christine followed him. Neither said another word...so he didn’t either.

Three hours later they were standing on a rock-strewn promontory, staring out into the endless sea. The island still continued on, continuously it seemed towards their left, curving sharply inland.

The sun was beginning its downward descent to the western horizon. A brisk wind blew into their faces.

Ryan shielded his eyes from the glare.

“This is real,” he stated out loud.

Both girls stared at him. They all knew it was true.

“We should build a fire,” Christine said quietly, beginning to shiver. The evening breeze coming off the water was a bit chilly.

Ryan and Emery agreed so they climbed off the rocks onto the beach, searching until they found a nice hollow behind a large boulder that shielded them from the wind.

Ryan scavenged for stray branches near the forest’s edge, still hesitant to enter the place. The girls sat back against the boulder, talking in low voices. About what, Ryan didn’t wonder.

Returning to them, he attempted to light a fire. Unfortunately it didn’t work at first since he had no flint and no matches. He could feel Emery’s angry eyes on him, not that it was his fault.

“Wonder why our kidnappers forgot to stick a lighter in your pocket?”

“Mmmmhhh...wonder why?” He shot back irritably.

Christine sighed," I’ve seen people do the whole boy scout thing with the sticks. Maybe that might work.”

Ryan glanced up at her, exasperated.

“Look do you want to do it?”

It wasn’t fair of him to take his frustration out on her, instead of Emery. But he did.
Christine crossed her arms, looking down, obviously hurt.

Eventually he gave in to what she’d suggested and the fire did indeed start. All three huddled together as the evening shadows crept across the beach.

Ryan leaned his head back against the rock, glancing at both girls who were silently staring into the firelight on either side of him.

“So...maybe we should figure out what we have in common that would give someone a motive to put us here?”

Emery was the first to respond. Christine was silent.

“We’re about the same age, other than that I don’t see anything similar.”

Ryan felt a coldness in her tone. What was with the girl?

“Listen, I’ve never seen either of you before in my life, but that doesn’t mean we’re not connected somehow.”

Both girls looked apprehensive about this statement.

“Or maybe we’re just victims,” he added.

Both tended to agree more with that.

“You don’t think we’ve all died and this is the next life?” Emery suggested out of the blue.
Ryan noted the abrupt tilt of Christine’s chin at these words. She immediately replied.

“Of course not. If I was dead, I would be in heaven. And if this was heaven, you two would not be the only ones around.”

Emery’s eyebrows lifted slightly,” Well, I can see you’re a religious nut. How can you be so sure you would go to heaven?”

Christine’s shoulders stiffened, and Ryan felt another dispute coming on.

“Look,” he intervened holding up his hands,” I agree with Christine, this couldn’t be heaven. Obviously we are alive...so what could we have done to give someone a reason to put us here.”

“You mean like criminal record or something?” Emery asked.

Ryan shrugged,” I suppose.”

“Well, I don’t have one,” Christine said quietly.

Ryan wasn’t sure, but he thought Emery’s eyes darkened slightly. Maybe it was just a trick from the firelight.

“There’s no reason not to be totally honest here, I’m mean what have we got lose?” Ryan added, grasping for anything.

“I don’t have one,” Christine repeated, she threw him an irritated glance,” Do I look like a criminal?”

Ryan shrugged,” No...sorry, I’m just trying to figure things out.”

Suddenly her tone had grown angry. Ryan hadn’t expected such a reaction out of Christine.

Emery was watching them both, eyes lowered..

“So what about you?” she asked, leaning back against the rock.

Ryan crossed his arms,” Me? Nothing really. Highschool stuff...you know messing around and things.”

That was truth...well most of it. But the other no one knew about, not even the cops.

She lifted an eyebrow, locking stares with him.

Now Ryan was sure her eyes darkened, despite the fact they were already a deep brown.

Then he asked the question on the tip of his own tongue," What about you?”

She fell silent, not replying. Ryan felt Christine stir beside him, glancing between the two.
Then before Emery could speak, a human voice split the night air with a loud cry.

It came from the forest. All three jumped to their feet.

“Ok...I’m scared,” Christine admitted stepping behind Ryan.

“What are we gonna do?” Emery asked him. He noted her ready stance for defense. Feet planted wide apart, arms ready. If he wasn’t wrong, the girl could fight if needed.

The cry rent the silence once again. The voice was pleading for help. A man’s voice.

“I-I think maybe we should see who it is,” Ryan dared to suggest.

“And if it’s a trick?” Emery lowered her voice.

“You weren’t...and we helped you,” he pointed out.

“But she wasn’t in the forest,” Christine added.

“Then I’ll go by myself,” Ryan said quickly, bending to grab a stick for a makeshift torch. He was not flaunting heroics...what if someone was really in need of help?

“I’ll go too,” Emery said quickly, following his example.

The voice now began moaning, the sounded carried in on the breeze.

“Well, I’m not staying here by myself,” Christine stated, she fell in step behind Ryan as he walked into the darkness outside the ring of firelight. Emery strode towards his right.

Their smoldering torches only put off a weak light.

He heard Christine muttering something under her breath. No doubt praying...since she was a religious nut, as Emery had put it.

If it helped, fine, he wouldn’t complain.

He believed in God...it had just been a long time.

Ryan stopped that train of thought before he got distracted, knowing he needed to focus on the situation at hand.

They reached the edge of the forest and then paused. No matter how brave his words, about going in alone, Ryan couldn’t help the hesitation.

There was just something about the forest. It unsettled every feeling within him.

The voice began moaning again, the words now vaguely audible. Something about God and forgiveness.

Christine sucked in a breath beside him.

“Ryan...” she whispered. He wished she wouldn’t talk like that. The fear in her voice freaked him out.

“All right, stick close,” Ryan tried to say calmly, stepping off the sandy beach onto the cool moist earth of the forest floor.

The thick trees immediately shrouded them in a deep darkness. And an eerie noise, like the scurrying of a hundred mice erupted around them. Christine let out a small shriek, and grabbed Ryan’s arm. Emery’s hand went to her mouth as everyone’s eyes shot to the ground. But there was nothing there. The sound still persisted.

Ryan motioned to keep going and they continued on, following the distant voices. Thick roots threatened to trip them; wet sticky branches slapped their faces.

Ryan could hear Emery grunt every time one hit her and Christine’s small cries were punctuated with gasps. Other than that the only sound was the constant pitter patter of tiny feet from some invisible animal. Ryan gripped the torch tighter and plunged farther on. They were nearing the voice now.

Ryan climbed over a rotten log, turning to help Christine, when they all froze as the voice spoke directly over their heads.

“Help me...”

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Christine

Christine was not sure what they were seeing. She touched Ryan’s arm.

“What is it?”

As he and Emery held the torches high, all she saw was a tangled mass of black rope hanging from the nearest tree.

Ryan slowly lowered his torch. Emery crept closer, sliding over the log, her arm brushed Christine’s.

Another cry erupted, coming straight from the dark mass.

“Oh, God help me!” and then followed a series of strangled yelps. A man’s voice; without a doubt.

The ropes started squirming, jerking and convulsing. Christine jumped in fright.

“There’s someone in there,” Emery gasped in horror.

Ryan stepped forward.

“Hello!” he shouted.

The convulsing instantly stopped.

Christine held back a scream, as a hand suddenly popped out of the black mess. The fingers groped the air.

“Get me out of here, I beg you,” the man pleaded.

“How did you get in there?” Ryan asked, Christine saw him scan the area around the tree.

What if there were other traps? She suddenly felt her limbs freeze, terrified to even move one foot.

“I don’t know,” the man replied, his voice did sound disoriented.

Ryan threw the girls a glance. Could this person have simply woken up in that net?

“Here,” he handed Christine the torch.

“What are you doing?” she asked in a whisper.

Ryan didn’t reply but shouted to the man.

“I’ll try to get you down! Just wait a minute!”

“Ryan...” Emery began, but he cut her off, with a swift shake of his head.

“I’ll be all right, you two don’t move,” then he slowly began to walk forward, testing the ground with every step.

Christine watched, hardly breathing, until he reached the base of the tree trunk and turned around.

“I can’t feel my legs,” the man said in a hoarse voice.

“Just hang on,” Ryan replied.

Christine watched as he disappeared into the branches of the tree. She and Emery waited, listening to scraping of his feet against the rough bark. Then he suddenly let out a delighted shout.

“What is it?” Emery hollered. The tree limb above the net was shaking.

“There’s a knife up here, tied to the branch,” Ryan said.

“Well, that’s a good thing,” she replied.

“Yeah...” his voice trailed and then silenced followed.

A strangled gasp escaped the man’s lips suddenly. It sounded like he was dying!

“Ryan hurry!” Christine urged, panic capturing her voice.

A grunt was the only reply and more frantic scraping. The rope and entire netting began to tremble.

Christine and Emery waited, eyes tense, watching the black forest around them. The eerie noises still persisted, circling their small rings of light.

Suddenly the net collapsed in a tangled heap on the ground. Christine and Emery glanced at each questioningly. What if there were more traps?

The figure inside the net moved, arms and legs trying to detangle themselves.
Christine jumped forward at that, not caring about the danger. Emery followed and they both began pulling away the mass of heavy thick ropes.

Christine grimaced as strange smell met her nostrils. Something was on the ropes and it left black smudges across her hands. She wiped them on her shorts and continued tugging on the ropes.

Ryan then appeared, a long knife in his hand,” Here I’ll get.”

He began slicing the ropes away from the body that lay enmeshed under them. Emery help pull them back as Christine held the torches above them for light. The man groaned as he was freed, and stirred from his position lying face downward on the earth. Ryan knelt, one hand on the man’s back. He rolled him over.

The man was young, most likely their age, and of middle-eastern descent. Dark curly hair, framed nut-brown angular face. Blood covered his lips and chin, apparently from a busted nose, during the fall.

His eyes fluttered open, revealing dark brown irises. Ryan ripped off a part of the man’s tattered shirt to staunch the bleeding.

“Sorry about that, it was the only way to get you down,” he said, holding the piece of cloth to the man’s mouth.

The stranger pushed himself up, taking the cloth away to hold it himself.

“Who are you?” his dark eyes darted from Ryan to Emery and then to Christine.

“We’re friends...I think,” Ryan said,” but the real question is who are you? And why are you here.”

“I am Kasim Ahmed...” his voice faltered, as he stared into the dark forest,” And I don’t know why I am here.”

“That makes it unanimous,” Ryan chuckled sardonically and stood; extending one hand to help Kasim to his feet.

“We’re all stranded on this island, but no one knows how we got here.”

“Island?” Kasim’s dark eyes flew in confusion, but he let Ryan pull him to his feet.

“Yeah...an island,” Emery repeated.

Kasim’s winced as he dabbed the blood on his lip.

“I thought I was dreaming.”

Christine and Ryan actually shared a small smile.

“...more like a nightmare,” Kasim added, his face was remarkably pale,”...there is something in these woods.”

Everyone shared a common stare of fright.

“Lets get out of here then,” Ryan said, grabbing the torch from Christine.

No one questioned this statement. Everyone ran after him.

The pattering feet intensified. And suddenly there was a low groan in the trees around them...or maybe it was above them...or behind. The sound could have come from anywhere.
Christine let out a small scream, tripping into Emery. Emery grabbed Christine’s hand and pulled her as the two girls broke into a hard sprint.

Kasim was pushing them from behind. Ryan’s single light bobbed ahead.

“What it is it?” Emery panted, eyes frantically darting over her shoulder.

“Don’t look back!” Kasim warned in a frantic whisper.

Another groan echoed behind them. The four young people ran harder.

Then suddenly they stumbled out onto the sandy familiar beach line. They all fell to their knees only a couple yards away from the glowing fire.

Everyone’s breath came raspy and sharp. Christine couldn’t help the tears of fear falling down her cheeks. Their heads whipped around towards the forest.

Another groan, that sounded more like a growl than anything else, erupted from just inside the tree line. The forest was itself completely black, the darkness of night no longer invaded by their weak torches.

Ryan was the first to crawl towards the light. Emery followed. And Christine felt Kasim pulling her arm...but she couldn’t move.

The growl had struck such a deep terror in her heart. Like perhaps, someone would feel from something that threatened their life. Christine had never had her life threatened before...she wasn’t sure if the feeling was real.

Kasim grabbed her by the waist now. She could feel his arms trembling as he dragged her after the others. But still she was frozen with fear.

Ryan was throwing more wood on the fire, heating up the flames so it would cast a wider circle of light.

Christine let Kasim set her down beside Emery who was huddled beside the boulder. The other girl’s brown eyes were wide.

“What’s her name?” Christine heard Kasim ask Emery.

Emery replied accordingly, voice nearly a whisper.

Kasim touched Christine’s face.

“Christine, snap out of it,” he ordered firmly. Christine heard him, saw his face only inches from her own, felt his hand, but somehow she felt disconnected, the fear still tightly clutching her heart with icy fingers.

Then he slapped her.

Christine leaned back against the boulder, her eyes slowly locking into his. The stinging sensation brought her back to reality. She glared at him. How could he be so calm and collected after they had been the ones that had rescued him?...his strangle cries still echoed in her ears, like and eerie melody. Those had been the screams of terrorized man. And now he was calming her from her own terror.

“Sorry,” Kasim apologized sitting down beside her. She immediately forgave him, closing her eyes, trying to breathe evenly. What ever he was, she was grateful.

Emery’s hand crept over hers. Only a couple of hours and already the two girls were bonded by the mere fact of survival.

Ryan sat down on the opposite side of the girls, and the four of them huddled together, eyes frantically searching the distant, very dark tree line. Ryan and Emery whispered their names to Kasim.

No more noises followed the last growl, nothing moved...just silence.

“Did you see anything when you were trapped in that net?” Ryan asked, peering around Emery and Christine at Kasim.

Kasim didn’t answer at first, his eyes downcast towards the sand under their feet. Christine shoved back her hair, waiting for him to answer. Her eyes still watched the distant forest.

“Well...like I said, I thought I was dreaming,” Kasim began,” and maybe...perhaps at one point I was, how else....how else...” his voice trailed.

Christine swallowed and glanced at Ryan. She couldn’t help looking at him for assurance, for guidance...he seemed so strong...but then so did Kasim, despite his apparent disorientation.

“And?” Ryan encouraged Kasim on.

“Well...how else could I have seen myself?”

“You saw yourself?” Emery asked incredulously.

Kasim shook his head,” I must have fallen asleep in that trap somewhere in there,” he looked just a little freaked even by his own words,”...it was a nightmare, hellish and indescribable in depth. I barely recognized myself.”

Christine wasn’t following, or maybe she was just trying to convince herself she wasn’t.

“What do you mean?”

Kasim shook his head,” I don’t know...it was like...it was like nothing I have ever seen before...”
Words seemed to fail him as his eyes darted towards the forest again.

Ryan then spoke, changing the subject, obviously understanding Kasim’s reluctance to explain what he’d seen.

“So where exactly in the “real world” are you from?” Ryan couldn’t help the sarcastic lilt to his voice.

An odd smirk creased the young Arab’s dark face.

“I was a second year seminary student in the United States.”

Christine thought that was ironic.

He continued,” My home country is of course, Iraq.”

“What did your family think about that?” Christine asked; that meaning seminary school.

Kasim’s smirk faded, as a heavy shadow seemed to cloud his dark eyes.

“I was pretty much disowned.”

Christine frowned,” I’m sorry.”

“Yeah...that’s tough,” Emery replied. Christine glanced at the girl, vaguely wondering of her tone hinted she understood disownment.

“It was worth it though. One day I hoped to go back and share the gospel of Jesus with them.”

Christine smiled softly,” That’s lovely, Kasim.”

Emery’s voice was a little cold,” To bad you’re here now.”

Ryan suddenly yawned.

“I know it seems impossible, but maybe we should try to sleep, and take turns watching. In morning light, maybe things will look better.”

Everyone knew that was a wishful thought, but even so a small ray of hope shot through their hearts.

“I’ll go first,” Kasim immediately offered.

“Naw, man...I’ve got it,” Ryan said.

“Please...I can’t sleep right now. Not after the adrenaline rush back there in the forest. Let me.”

Ryan then conceded, and he and the girls sprawled out on the sand. Christine found it uncomfortable, especially when her eyes kept traveling involuntarily back to the forest every five minutes. But eventually exhaustion took over and she fell asleep.